Sad Update About Amber's Bird

I recieved this reply on the MySpace blog from Amber:

I am so going to cry now!well admittedly I already did for a short while- and you would too if you heard your baby crying for you... read on and see what I mean:
I am not a good mommy! I checked a few sites on integrating him/her back to the wild and they stated to leave the cage on the porch open so birdy can come and go as she/he pleases- and dammit if birdy didn't get herself/himself stuck up in the tree right by the balcony- and she's keeps peeping/crying for me to come feed her- (I know this b/c she peeps when I call to her- and she's the only bird making a sound at night- again when I call her to come down...) she flew up there- she can fly down- but she's too scared or something- anyway we're on day two of coaxing her/him down-I was up all night- and then got up again at 0600 hrs- and still she crys but does not come down- Justin almost broke his neck trying to get to her but at the time she was on a very thin branch way up high- since we have not had site of her- we just hear her- and can pin point an area high in that tree-
I'm thinking it's hopeless at this point- and optomistic Justin thinks birdy's instincts will kick in sooner or later if she/he get's hungry enough- and or hopefully we'll find her b4 any animals do if she falls out-this is terrible- I've had no sleep- and for whatever reason birdy now thinks she can't fly- I need a big firetruck- otherwise... I just don't want her to suffer is all- I'd rather have kitty get her than have her starve- poor stupid cute thing...
oh and when he/she was chased previously I ran at the other birds- I didn't throw objects! ;) even though those birds pissed me off- I wasn't going to hurt them; anyway if anyone has any ideas- the clock is ticking... ;(
Posted by Amber on Wednesday, April 19, 2006 at 3:01 PM